How can you hide the “bleeding” from an emotional scar when the blood is everywhere.

I feel the shadow coming over me

Like a thick fog coming over a ship lost at sea

Wondering without direction

Fearing what lies behind

Stumbling, falling, and failing every step of the way

Never making it all the way to my feet

Then landing back on my face

As the darkness grips and pulls me back down

Relentlessly attacking my soul

With no rest or comfort I search for light

I lost the crutch I had in you

As you let me fall not even looking back

No remorse no regret

That’s how you live your life now

Leaving me aimlessly wondering

Lost with no direction and no guidance

You left me here all alone

Watching from the outside

As I fall deeper and deeper into the darkness

I am lost and I fear I will not make it back out

I see glimmers of light as they come and go

Nothing sticks but the darkness that surrounds me

It closes in closer each second crushing me more and more

I see that you were not strong enough to hold me up

When I fell I broke you

There is nothing I can do to fix that now

There is only brokenness and despair

But I hope you find the light that I search for

I hope you find the light of God

I hope you find it before I find it

You need the light to break through your darkness

You need the light to be your guide

Finally you need the light

To be what I couldn’t be for you

Perfect.

bindingoasis:

It is something that happens every so often,

Self doubt forming inside me.

Building like a virus,

Taking me over,

Replacing every fibre of courage I have built up.

The courage just disappears,

Never returns,

Leaving me in this pit,

With no possible way of escaping.

As I see the sun pass…

graciouswords:

The welcome release of a heart full of tears,

the emotional overflow of facing your fears,

doesn’t indicate weakness but makes your heart strong

and allows you to face things direct and head on.

For every tear shed, your soul creates scars,

you must learn to embrace them

they are who you are.

tana—-lopez:

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